Ready for this week to be over

So I already told you about the work thing, and thankfully I think that is going to work out fine, but I'm still kicking myself over my stupid mistake. Then there was the back thing, which I'm having to see a specialist for, once I get all my info to take to him.

I survived Tuesday thanks to my twin mommy group, and then on Friday we went up to Ogden for an overnighter with them. These really were my only 2 good events during the week. On my way to meet up with my carpool my husband called to tell me that the brakes had gone out on his car. My wonderful in-laws paid to get them fix, all 500 bucks worth (so I guess that was good too), but as soon as I got home yesterday, Tyson had to run an errand, and his car was rattling so bad and was completely out of oil, so it got towed today. I hate this car so dang bad. Also, my husband had 3 scheduled shifts at work and that got cut down to 2, and that's not so good when we need every cent. On the plus side, he is able to donate plasma again, yes we are so pathetic that this is a good thing! :)

Lastly I've had 2 negative pregnancy tests (well really 4, but the other 2 I took way too early). I've decided to give it till Wednesday and if nothing has happened either way I'll pay for the blood test. I just don't want to pay for another test (especially if I'm gonna be spending more money than I have to try this again next month) if I'm not at least a couple days late. I'm also a bit of a scaredy cat.  After I took the first test when I was pregnant with the boys and it was positive I was too afraid to take the second and have it say something different. Also, when I found out I was pregnant with the boys I was practically 8 weeks, so I don't know if these tests are sensitive enough for me this early, or if it really is negative. I guess we'll find out this week.

This week in church we were discussing counting our blessings, or something of the sort, I really needed it after this week and I'm just praying that next week is better. I'm trying to remember the good things, and hug and love on my wonderful little boys that I do have and be grateful that I have a husband who supports me 100%. It's just so hard when you know there is more, and waiting really sucks!