Life!

So the new job has majorly mellowed out and it's a piece of cake, other than my inability to remember to turn off the steam table (which I'm praying doesn't get me fired, it's happened twice now). The first time it was fine, apparently last night though food got burned into it and that I really don't understand, considering it gets "cleaned" every night by the students. You'd think if they noticed the heat they'd hit the shut off button because it would have to be stinking hot to clean, but then you'd think I could remember to do it too. (I'm kind of thinking it's the hormones I've been on that are making me so spacey and I'll get better) I personally think this would be a stupid thing to lose my job over, on my part and the boss', but we'll see. Pray that doesn't happen, I really need this job. Anyways, I'm off till next week and I've got a get away planned tomorrow with a bunch of twin mommies. I'm so excited and I'm making dinner there, I'm much more looking forward to that!

Tuesday was not such a good day. I got the results of my MRI on my back read to me over the phone. It led to a bit of a breakdown and I left work early. (So you see between these 2 incidents I'm kinda freaking out). Apparently I have mild spinal stenosis, arthropathy, premature deterioration of L4 and L5, and buldging discs or something of the like. Apparently my back is about 20 years older than I am and I have to go see a specialist. Not looking forward to that. Really hoping I'm pregnant so then I can just avoid it for like the next 9 months. I know that's not the mature thing, but I'm also afraid the doc is going to tell me I should never get pregnant again and that terrifies me. I did have a MOM's night out Tuesday though and that was good. I love to get together with those ladies they make me feel so much better and are so good at distracting me.